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Sunday, September 6, 2009

poems

Angel on earth



I saw myself flying high, above the sky
to the snow mountain, to the end of the
Planet.

I saw tears flying down on my cheek

The white dress covered my face, covered my tears…
And I was like an angel…

flying high….

Tears flying down on my arm
Sunlight kissed my lips,
I was flying like an angel

I saw myself flying high
With horizon disappearing in my eye

The white snow mountain
The wind blows the horizon




LIGHT


I am the lightning in the dark blue sky
The sunshine under your eye,
The imaginary rose and clouds
The rain that wet your dreams
The dragonfly, the sound, the silence, the pain the prayer,
The emptiness, the daring one with all the courage
I want to share you my sorrow and pain
If I am living my life as God's wish

Thursday, August 27, 2009

The Best Day Ever!

You are reading this book cause you are being called!

This is the time to make a difference in your life, this is the time to make the BEST of it! Yes, today is the best day ever!

Have you ever wondered how you life would be changed for the best of us all? Have you wondered how you can breathe the beautiful cosmic energy so you can blossom like a flower and radiate the most amazing light which is already INSIDE of You?

Yes, you are Love, You are Light, You are the absolute truth everyone is seeking. Yes, you are the sunshine, you are the air, you are the flower, you are the water, you are the universe. And You are going to shine like a magnet and make everyone smile!

Cause Today is the Best Day Ever!

Life’s purpose is JOY, LOVE, AUNDANCE and Well-being. It does not matter what you do, now it’s the time to change for the BEST!

The Past is Over, the future is NOW.
Today is the Best Day ever!

You thoughts, your feelings, your words and everything happen inside of you will manifest outside. How do you feel now? Do you feel happy? Peaceful? Lovely? Healthy? How do you feel this moment? What’s on your mind? What are your dreams? What are you going to accomplish? There is no better time than Now to pursue your dreams. And you know it, it’s ALL coming true~!

RIGHT NOW. RIGHT HERE.

And It is UP to YOU!!

You are a sacred DIVINE being and you are very blessed just being alive, and you know God is infinite, there is no lack with GOD, he will supply anything you want in your life, the question is What DO you want? What’s your Passion? What is your Inner Calling? What is it you love to do?

You may not have a lot of money in the bank right now, but you know it’s coming to you like water, the universal abundance is flowing to you like a river! Why? Cause Everything is part of God, and God will manifest everything you want! And money is just part of this Divine Energy! And it’s good to have money, it’s part of the Divine, so love it, embrace it, manifest it, and the most important: Know you deserve it!

We become what we think, we even become more what we feel. How many times we just re-act with circumstances, and forgot the energy we sending out will come directly to us? You can make the change, you can make that shift! Make every moment BEAUTIFUL, cause this is your Divine light, this is your Divine RIGHTS. And You can make the shift now! No matter what happened to you in the past, let it GO! Today is the best day ever!

I’ve heard people talking about their problems, they complain, they blame….and I understand, but I want to tell you this simple Truth: No matter what other people did to you, no matter how bad the situation is, you can always embrace it with LIGHT! Why? Cause when you are sending out your beautiful Divine Energy, the universe responds with exactly what you send out, even more, miracles happen when you are aligned with the Divine creation.

And this is the Best Day ever, cause today you are going to feel different, think different, act different, cause today is the best day ever, cause today is your destiny. So, don’t take advantage about life, accept whatever comes! LOVE, embrace, know that the infinite potential is within, you are more than capable to do things you always want to know, and NOW is the TIME!

Don’t waste your time no more! Even though you have done this through most of your life, cause you were negative, you were hurt, you were depressed, you felt left behind. I know this feeling, and I know how you feel. I know all this so damn well! And Now it’s the time to feel how beautiful you are, how capable you are, and how much you can offer, for the WORLD. You are not here to eat, sleep, work a job you don’t like and pay bills! No, this is not a life! Remember, fear is the only thing make you stop from being beautiful, lovely and abundant!

There is no such thing as minor, as insignificant. Everything you see you touch is grand marvelous creation, and everything you don’t see is also the most remarkable! Know yourself, know who you are. You are not your flesh and bones you call it Physical body, you are divine energy, every singe cell in your body is crying for your attention. And each cell is a universe itself, don’t take advantage of this divine opportunity! Don’t take advantage of the DIVINE Grand magnificence we call LIFE! Life is speaking to you NOW! Love is touching you, and the universe constantly echoes to every thought you sent out!

There is nothing we can do but being Beautiful, Lovely, and shining, and yes, this is YOU! And there is less you can do!

Feel the LOVE in the air, smell the roses, and know you MISSION.
You came here for a higher purpose, and you are important, for all of US! You are here to fulfill your destiny, if you are doing some work you truly hate, Stop NOW, if you’re experiencing a bad relationship, step out now! Cause this is the time for the NEW, the Old must go!

So don’t hold on the OLDS, Embrace the new! “Every moment is a chance for everything turn all around.” So be ready, be lucky. And You are. You are about to create something incredible!

My grandma always told me that: “ Don’t struggle! Just Shine!” And I remember her words, I remember her words so damn well. And she was always shining, and vibratingly
healthy, cause she knows one thing: she is LOVE, once you just BE the love that you are, everything will just unfold like a magic, effortlessly and beautifully.

So here is what I ask you to do, if you want to have money, Give, if you want to be happy, Give, if you want to be healthy, Give, don’t hold on NOTHING, let it GO, know that ONLY GOOD come to your life when you are giving. And this is the awareness you must have. How many of us hold on things so tight so we don’t let go, so we block the New Fresh Abundant energy coming to US? How many times we are just afraid to LOSE so we actually can’t see the Abundance within? Yes, everything is INSIDE of you. WHO you really are? You are the most marvelous thing I have ever seen, cause you are unique, you are special, no one else in the world is like you. You are the rare Gem, and you are the emerald of life, and you are the Alchemist, and you can turn lead to GOLD!

Actually you are the GOLD!
Your world is full of magic. And you are about to bring it to the world, and yes, in the world stage, you are the actress/actor, you are the producer, you are the director, you are the MASTER!

You see, once you realize how magnificent you are, how precious you are, you make miracles, actually the miracles are just coming to you, cause one thing I know for sure: once you believe something, it will come to you in reality. And I write this long time ago:
“In a free world of imagination, there is no limitation.” Sure, there is no limit, you are infinite! And you are going to be like supermen and superwomen cause you are going to fly as the speed of light!

But you know any number is a limit, even the speed of light, but not you thoughts, not your imagination, you can always dream SKY HIGH and reach SKY HIGH, this is YOUR divine right.

Pause for a moment now, How do you feel?

How DO you feel NOW?

Take a deep breath, and close your eyes…

What do you see?

Yes, the Divine Light.

The creator. The Source. Some people call it GOD.

And I call it the Universal Divine Field.

So you have entered the Kingdom of Heaven.

Welcome.

I solute your courage! I admire you talking the first leap of your LIFE!

Now you have been transcended, now you are the Master of your own LIFE. Now you are FREE, finally. Everything you want is coming to you NOW.

Congratulations.
You have come a long way.

Be Proud of yourself.

The universe is welcoming you. You have come from far far away, and now you finally came home. The fresh fruits and vegetables are welcoming you. The divine drink from heaven is mixed with Love and it is for you. And that’s the food for the SOUL, and every cell, every particle of your being are happy NOW. And they are applauding you, thanking you, and being Proud of you!

LOVE, PEACE, JOY, ABUNDANCE and SUCCESS are flowing to you NOW. And remember: Everyday is a Holiday and Today is the BEST day ever!




Forever love and Light,

From Your host: Niki Yan

Namaste.

Friday, August 21, 2009

post some pictures--back from China


My New Chinese Book!!


To my left is the super Chinese Rock star-Zhang chu at a PR conference in Beijing this May, 09.


with Clint Eastwood


Me on Melrose hours before headed for China!!